Just The Girl
I have lost this battles.
Yes, i am a fool.
Knowing things wont be the same anymore.
and yet i still choose to carry on...
Tears just rolled down profusely.
I just couldnt stop myself from thinking..
My eyes hurts ;
My heart bleeds .
Broken into shattered pieces.
Till today i really believe;
my intuition is nvr wrong.
Thinking u would giv me time to change.
Didnt know things just happen so fast .
And Yet i was kept in the dark all along...
I know is hard for u to say it out..
But do u think of my feelings?
And I did asked u many a times ,
All u said to me was : "No, i am thinking too much".
Yes, i changed for my own good.
but... all i want, was just a chance to let me do my part to care fer u.
Learn to appreciate u..
But Time nvr awaits people..
The truth really hurts..
Just like a knife that stabbed deep through my heart..
The pain... which no one could understand.
I'm sorry,
If i did stress u.
and i wont blame you for anything.
I know..
you werent sure of your feelings,
and i dun wish to see u sad.
All the memories we had;
Will always remain in my mind.
Please... take good care of urself.
dont skip ur meals.
N rem to bring ur raincoat along wif u...
I hope you'll find someone much better than me.
Someone who will appreciate you n take care of you.
With Lurve;
I wish u all the best and happiness in life...
the walls are closing in now. i'm walking through it somehow. waking up with nothing. give me something.i've lost all sense of meaning.staring at the ceiling. no longer believing everything.- Gone-
Just The Girl @
2:11 PM
Just The Girl
My mind is full of confusion...
No one can understand me.. the pain in me....
Many nights of tears ...
I just couldnt stop myself from thinking..
Why.. why things had to turn out this way...
I dont understand.. I really really dont understand ...
There are so many things running thru my mind..
I want you to be happy... But yet...
Iamstillwaiting...
Just The Girl @
6:53 PM
Just The Girl
I love you because you make me happy
I love you because you make me feel safe and secure
I love your smile
I love the way u say my name
I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me
And how you laugh at me when i do something stupid.
I love the fact that when i'm ard you i can be myself and not worry
about what you may think of me, because i noe you love me fer who i am.
No matter what my faults may be.
I love being able to wake up wif u by my side.. It makes my day better.
At night, i love watching u slp, hearing you take each breathe and feeling your heart beat wif the palm of my hand..
I love the way you wrap ur arms ard me and hold me tight, like there is no tomorrow.
And i love the way i feel your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the lurve and emotions that go thru me at that moment are unexplainable.
I love ur laugh..
I love hearing ur voice..
And hearing u tell me ur stories, u could tell them to me a thousand times and i will nvr get tired of them, because they are a part of u.
The main reason I love you is because ....
You are You!
Just The Girl @
2:18 PM
